You are for me

I know that You are for me, I know that You are for me
I know that You will never forsake me in my weakness
And I know that You have come now even if to write upon my heart
To remind me who You are

bittersweet truth.

There comes a point in your life when you realize who matters,
who never did, who won't anymore, and who ALWAYS will.
So don't worry about the people from your past,
there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future....

Life's lines.

"At some point, you have to make a decision.
Boundaries don't keep other people out.
They fence you in. Life is messy.
That's how we're made. So, you can
waste your life drawing lines.
Or you can live your life crossing them."

xoxo

The problem with fairy tales is that they set a girl up for
disappointment. In real life, the Prince goes off with the
wrong Princess. Or the spell wears off and two lovers
realize they're better off as... well, whatever they are.

Maybe, Possiblely

That Maybe, Possibly I was the best I don't compare to the rest
And maybe, possibly you make me aware of everything I say and do
And maybe, possibly I still want you...



song by megan & liz

Your just a face

The other day, someone mentioned your name.
It brought back hurt and all your pain
It be a lie to say that I was ok, I was ok,
I was ok.

The alpha and the omega

"Sometimes I think when you get high or when you drink. When you alter your consciousness. I just think when you do stuff like that it weakens you psychically. Like it creates cracks and then bad stuff can seep into those cracks and maybe never go away."
-sunshine cleaning.

This is so true to me.. I know its a bit weird. But I totally understood what this girl was saying in the movie when she said this line. Does anyone else get it.


Summer is still here!! lol. Technically there is still.. 14 days of summer left. But school does begin for most. I want to go to school but I signed up at vcc to take these assessment test because I have to take it before I register for any courses! Why!? I do not know! I am not too sure if I will be able to attend school this September. Hopefully.. if its God's plan it will happen. I also should of decided to sign up for school way earlier!

God had been so good to me this summer! Well God is good ALL THE TIME. This summer was definitely a huge journey of discovering so much about myself and God. I cannot wait for this year and spending time with God. I cannot wait for the plans he has for me. "...Plans to prosper and not to harm me, plans to give me hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11. I think this year I will be making a lot of sacrifices.. making different decisions. In the end its just me and God.. and I wanna make our relationship the best it can be! I think its gonna be so hard but so worth it. I owe God my life. He is my EVERYTHING.

I love words.

pulchritude

–noun
physical beauty; comeliness.

[Middle English pulcritude, from Latin pulchritūdō,
from pulcher, pulchr-, beautiful.]

Living with the uncertainty

Life is full of surprises.
Sometimes you think you know someone.. but you have no idea who they are the very next day.
I cannot ever look at you the same. Its like you took a 6B pencil pressed very forcefully and scribbles all over an 8 X 10 piece of paper. I have no clue where to start erasing. Maybe I should just crumble up the paper and throw it out.. but I don't want to find myself looking through the trash for it down the road.
I thought you were someone else.

Time stand still.

Life has slowed down completely. Its like stopped.

I have a stupid disease that just attacks my body in every freaking way. I sleep constantly. I eat close to nothing, and I have had like pretty much no human contact. Not hugs, no kisses. I resent it.

On a good note, I have been watching tons of movies. I should probably start to do some reading as well. And playing this awesome came called lemonade typhoon. LOL. its so much fun.

LIFE.

I haven't posted in forever. Life is just hitting me all at once and I have no time. Been busy nannying like crazzy.
Here is a funny video to enjoy.

Searchin' for a better way to live life.

Sometimes in life, we bottle things up. Then that bottle turns into a wall. We then become somewhat selfish, or needy. We want people to break down those walls. What if.. we didn't have a bottle to bottle things up? then we would have no walls.
Instead of being selfish we would be selfless. Selfishness is mankind's fundamental imperfection. Selfish means: self-centered, self-serving, self-important. I believe that selfishness is the root of every problem. Selfishness is just plain evil. We need to all learn to be selfless; having little or no concern for oneself. The act of sacrificing ones own interest for the greater good. Godlike love is the opposite of selfishness. Imagine, if we loved like God loved us. That would be crazy, or even tried to love like God loved us. The world would be different. We would do everything in love. Speak the truth in love. We wouldn't be having stupid little disputes with people. And no bottling things up inside. We can't get distracted by ourselves.

We love, because he first loved us (I John. 4:19)

Tight and bright

On Friday, I went bowling with youth.. and we had to dress up TIGHT AND BRIGHT! I did my best.. I don't have a picture of my whole outfit but it was rad!
Here's me..


And here are some other bowlers!!!


Amber, lookin' pretty rockin'!


Here is a group of some crazy bowlers!!!


We had some peeps that didn't get too into the spirit! lol.


I think this is by far my favourite outfit..


Steph lookin' stellar. In her dad's jacket from back in the day. LOL. I can't believe that nowadays people actually wear this stuff!!

This video.. is crazzyyy.

One of the best..

bands ever..

Love is in the air.

Fail

I just think that is too funny! Yeah I am too hyper tonight. Rock on party peeps