live life in the present

today .. well last night was pretty cool went out with amy to the mall to drop off a resume at sirens, I wanna work at a clothing store, then to the christian book store to check out bibles and stuff then .. to eat at taco luis.. and the guy there is EXTREMELY outgoing it quite funny but yeah. Then we walked to youth and I went to the leadership meeting which was pretty cool.. and I think I'm gonna join that because I think that God wants to do things through me so I'm tring to get involved with the church. And thats working quite well I'm in Drama and leadership, so thats cool. Tonight was pretty fun.. we played garbage can basketball.. which was fun and then we went inside to worship, which was pretty awesome.. but right now I want God to do more in my life.. I am gonna start praying for the gift of tongues, and to be slain by the holy spirit.. and I'm just gonna pray my heart out because I want it so bad and I want to change peoples lives, and pray for them. yeah.. and tonight I connect with God but I realized I want MORE and MORE and yenno I just need that extra mile.. and I am slowly on my way to get there.. and i just need to forget about the past and live in the present/future and just try to do my best in things, and try my best to be a good christian. =) and thats pretty much what I learned tonight. I'm also really excited for God to teach me things through reading the Bible.