Tuesday, July 18, 2006

bad day

Its only 12pm, but I have a feeling that I'm gonna have a bad day. I hate these kinda days.. its not as if anything is going wrong or anything you're just having a bad day and thats all.. it sucks it really does. Its like nothing is going wrong right now.. but then something always happens like .. iuno but you kinda just feel .. like blah like nothing. Like you're worth nothing like you're NOTHING. For no reason what so ever. I realize some days thats I'm not happy and its over the stupidest things ever.. like I wish I were closer with this person, but I have friends that I am close with and love me and I can't be grateful for them. The ones thats are my friend and that are there .. I hate it and I feel terrible cause its like they want to be my friend but I'm still stuck on the people that don't care for me. Like I don't even understand myself this is majorly pathetic. But yeah what can ya do about it. Today is not a good day.

Saturday, July 08, 2006

be who you say you are../priorites

Being who you say you are..
In our world being who you say you are is a big topic .. the #1 thing that bothers me .. about people saying they're something but they're not. is when they say"I'm christian." They come to church and worship god, pray and "do the christian thing" but then as soon as they're outta there they turn around and swear, its like they have split personalities. If you say you're christian, at least TRY to follow God's word.. and not because you think you HAVE TO, but because you want to. Remember being christian isn't all about you. I mean of course sometimes it will be hard.. but if you love God with all your heart you can do it and he will be there to help you. Its the same if you're someone's friend .. be their friend 100% of the time. If those are a problem for you PRAY ABOUT IT. People underestimate the power of prayer.

Prioritizing.
As christians our priority in our life should be GOD 100% and the fact that .. some people make their priorites their girlfriends/boyfriends, or education, or money, or work first bothers me and not just that it brings me down. If you and your girlfriend/boyfriend spend more time together than you and God.. then you have a problem. If your education.. is about what you want or your family/friends wants.. then thats a problem. ASK GOD for what he wants, its not about you. And with money we think we need money to satisfy us or to put food on the table.. but thats nothing close to what you need. You need god not money. Once you have God your financial problems are no longer exsistent. WORK I think is the number 1 problem in our chrsitian lives.. people tend to over work themselves and use it for an excuse for not having time for God, which I think is pathetic. MAKE TIME, and if work is stopping you.. then do something about it; book shifts off.. or get a new job if its that bad.