.. I don't know how.

I honestly don't know why but I always have to justify everything I do. I don't have to tell my friends why I do this or that, the only person I need to answer to is God, so I don't know why I constantly answer, maybe I don't know how to say no, or not answer. Also I am so tired, of everyone, like some of my friends. I am losing so much patience for them. I don't know why, I think sometimes we have to leave stuff behind, and there's so much I am taking with me, and now its just dragging along, and I'm getting annoyed, but at the same time I don't know how to let it go.