Friendships

friend
n.
1. A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
2. A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.
3. A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.
4. One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement: friends of the clean air movement.
5. Friend A member of the Society of Friends; a Quaker.

tem·po·rar·y
adj.
Lasting, used, serving, or enjoyed for a limited time.

I looked those 2 words up today, and I realized I don't want any of those 2 word to combine into a temporary friend. I mean if its not over my controll then I can't do anything, but I will put all my power into trying to never let that happen, but one person can only do so much. A friendship is 50 50, not 70 30.

cher·ish
tr.v. cher·ished, cher·ish·ing, cher·ish·es
To treat with affection and tenderness; hold dear: cherish one's family; fine rugs that are cherished by their owners.
To keep fondly in mind; entertain: cherish a memory. Synonym appreciate.

Thats one thing you gotta do to your friends, cherish them, forever, and ever. Because..

You don't know what you got till its gone

Pour yourself into the Bible.

1 Corinthians 5

Church Discipline
5:1 It is actually reported that sexual immorality exists among you, the kind of immorality that is not permitted even among the Gentiles, so that someone is cohabiting with his father’s wife. 5:2 And you are proud! Shouldn’t you have been deeply sorrowful instead and removed the one who did this from among you? 5:3 For even though I am absent physically,4 I am present in spirit. And I have already judged the one who did this, just as though I were present.5:4 When you gather together in the name of our Lord Jesus, and I am with you in spirit, along with the power of our Lord Jesus, 5:5 turn this man over to Satan for the destruction of the flesh, so that his spirit may be saved in the day of the Lord. 5:6 Your boasting is not good. Don’t you know that a little yeast affects the whole batch of dough? 5:7 Clean out the old yeast so that you may be a new batch of dough – you are, in fact, without yeast. For Christ, our Passover lamb, has been sacrificed. 5:8 So then, let us celebrate the festival, not with the old yeast, the yeast of vice and evil, but with the bread without yeast, the bread of sincerity and truth. 5:9 I wrote you in my letter not to associate with sexually immoral people. 5:10 In no way did I mean the immoral people of this world, or the greedy and swindlers and idolaters, since you would then have to go out of the world. 5:11 But now I am writing to you not to associate with anyone who calls himself a Christian who is sexually immoral, or greedy, or an idolater, or verbally abusive, or a drunkard, or a swindler. Do not even eat with such a person. 5:12 For what do I have to do with judging those outside? Are you not to judge those inside? 5:13 But God will judge those outside. Remove the evil person from among you.



Thats one intense read, I really think everyone should read that and dig into it, its an awesome chapter and Corinthians is an awesome book aswell. Yeah I really think that reading is it is one thing, but then diving into it with a friend and talking about it is another whole level, so I say do that. okay enjoy the word of God.

History Maker

AMAZING I tell you. Honestly God is one awesome dude. He totally fixes everything when you rely on him. And I am gonna do that forever. I just prayed alot and alot.. and God answer's prayers.. sometimes not right away but he does. I also realized I love praying, I really do.. thats why I think I know now that I really wanna go on a Mission's trip.. I'm not positive about that because I am not quite certain about what god wants me to do. Yeep. God is just awesome. The bus ride and back was pretty entertaining too so thats very very groool. HAHAHA. yeahh I bought a history maker t-shirt so thats pretty RAD. so I'm a happy about that. Another thing I love to do is WORSHIPPING, and singing songs which is pretty awesome. What else.. Hmm.. Rapping on the way back on the bus was pretty rad! Also the speaker Mike Pilivachi was HILARIOUS... too funny too funny. And Josh Weidmann was pretty good. Oh yes the Dairy Queen in Merret was soo BAD. it sucked oh my goodness worse service ever and their ice cream is soo soo watery. Aiya. whatever .. Matty's video also played at hm it was MARVELLOUS. honestly Matty good job. Oh and last but not least Hm is in CHILLWACK next year.

Ping Pong.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEAN!!
yeah Cara and I made a cake for her. So we gave it to her at lunch and we got nick, and matt and em' to sing with us too. it was soo shweet. lol it was funny too she started to cry. lol anywho.. that was quite the day.. so I went to work for 4 and I realized the thin icing suff that i used to write on Jean's cake with.. I lost it so my boss was kinda mad I do hope I find it. And OC season finale was tonight oh my goodness not good.. pretty disappointed.. Marissa died, so sad everyone is gonna be depressed now.. and they copie the scene at the end with the Cara crash thing from the movie "Crash" if anyone has ever seen it when they guy helps the girl outta the car, because its gonna catch fire. But yeahh it was no good.. next season prolly won't be as good. But its an addictive show. Anyways whats elsee.. I got a new cellphone!! its soo cute and Small and I love it. I think thas all for today folks.

Treasure the important things in your life.

okay.. yeah i'm picky I know. well.. I actually I wouldn't say picky, I just know what I want.. and I know exactly what I dont want. What I really want right now is a job at chapters, I got an application on friday, so I'm going to apply. I also really wanna buy this book called "My sister's keeper" by Jodi Picoult. I heard it was really good. Today.. as in saturday.. wasn't too much of a good day, I'd rather not talk about it. Anyways stayed home all day, until about 9:30pm, I went to tim hortons to hang out with Heather. We saw Emma and chatted with her for a bit.. she's so gorgeous. I actually saw her the other day before that too. She bought chilli and gave me a bite, which made me extremely hungry.. so I bought one, and Heather and I spilt it. It was soo filling but scrumpcious. Then we got a tad bit bored so we went to SHOPPERS.. and I bought a magazine. We were gonna go, but then Heather saw some skaters and wanted to see if they were hot.. so we went back in Tim Hortons but turned out .. we saw her friend.. Melissa and Kayla. So we sat and chat with them. And not too long after we saw SHREDDYY. hahha.. and Alycia! It was so weird seeing so many people in one night, but at the same time it was fun.. at least I did something today.. I really needed to get out of the house.

Fact.
I hate it when people say they will do something then they don't.
I can't stand it when people are rude, honestly its ridiculous.
Don't take people/opportunities for granted because you'll never know what you got till its gone.

Quote of the day.
"In life we have something precious. We don't treasure it and we loose it. We don't know how bad we need it until its gone and is to far away to ever get back. We cant start over, and we wonder why we did what we did to ever lose it. Its left for a while, then it goes through a cylce. Sometimes you are given a chance to start over; but you loose it again just like you did the previous time. You can't make anything work, but most of the time you leave it and don't bother to fix it, however when you realize you did something wrong, theres nothing you can do about it."

not my thing.

girrls.. night hmm.. okay never really was my thing.. iuno why but i just dont particularly enjoy it so i like never go to them. but anyways.. i went tonight to one.. wasnt that great.. left kinda early.. and hung out with my friend yvonne (she's awesome btw) anyways.. yeahh that was good we went to tim hortons and had our late night talks.. its soo awesome and fun. anywho... iuno what else happened today.. nothing really.. OH I bought a cap gun.. it makes like loud gun shorts LOL its soo awesome.. hahah.. and i think thats all that happened today.. Lately.. NEGATIVE people just turns me off.. honestly it bothers me so much.. because i have this one friend that is EXTREMELY negative about me, about everything.. and i just dont know how to help her with this kinda situation, but yeah.. iuno i'll just try and be positive to her. Yeep..

"group" project.

Well yesterday I posted and I was soo happy about the things god was doing in my life .. and I realized that my mom isn't so woo about.. like I told her i want to go a mission's trip and she just wasn't very thrilled about it.. and that makes me really mad because, I want her to support me but she doesn't understand. To her education is everything, I mean its important if thats what god wants you to pursue but, I don't think thats what god wants for me, and if I can't convince my mom maybe thats a sign that god DOESN'T want that for me. We shall see anyways school life is bit stressful I have a group project I was supposed to do with a group and they said they would call me on sunday to do but no one called, or told me anything, so I called them at about 1pm and they just hung up on me. I didn't go to school today partially because I work up late but I was also having a bit of an off day.. yeah I don't wanna talk about it but anyways.. so I went after school to talk to that teacher that gave me the project incase I missed anything because I had that project today, and she wasn't there so then I went home and called my group members like 5 times and she didn't pick up funny thing I called one time and blocked my number and someone picked up and said she wasn't there sure thing. So I just talked to one of my group members and he said I was kicked outta the group even thought they pretty much didn't call or tell me anything, I mean how am I supposed to be part of the project if they dont include me? AIYA.

live life in the present

today .. well last night was pretty cool went out with amy to the mall to drop off a resume at sirens, I wanna work at a clothing store, then to the christian book store to check out bibles and stuff then .. to eat at taco luis.. and the guy there is EXTREMELY outgoing it quite funny but yeah. Then we walked to youth and I went to the leadership meeting which was pretty cool.. and I think I'm gonna join that because I think that God wants to do things through me so I'm tring to get involved with the church. And thats working quite well I'm in Drama and leadership, so thats cool. Tonight was pretty fun.. we played garbage can basketball.. which was fun and then we went inside to worship, which was pretty awesome.. but right now I want God to do more in my life.. I am gonna start praying for the gift of tongues, and to be slain by the holy spirit.. and I'm just gonna pray my heart out because I want it so bad and I want to change peoples lives, and pray for them. yeah.. and tonight I connect with God but I realized I want MORE and MORE and yenno I just need that extra mile.. and I am slowly on my way to get there.. and i just need to forget about the past and live in the present/future and just try to do my best in things, and try my best to be a good christian. =) and thats pretty much what I learned tonight. I'm also really excited for God to teach me things through reading the Bible.

My first time.

hello hello.
I have no idea how long I will be keeping this blog, I have like 3 sites with this kinda stuff which is really good for me because I'd rather express myself on a blog than tell the world. yenno what i mean? okayy.. but for now i'll post. okay this is my FIRST time posting which is prolly gonna be ubberly intense but we'll see how it goes..
okayy what to talk about.. well yesterday i helped jean with her photo project it was fun she put like pounds of make up on me and did me up all nice and yeahh it was pretty cool felt like a real photoshoot lol hahah. it was awesome. Later i went to the dentist at got 3 filling ohh dammn lol i gotta stop eating all that sweet stuff. Surprisingly it went by quite fast it took like 25minutes, i was like ohh my goodness I got a heck of a dentist. Well.. iuno what else to say.. i have a test last block today and i didn't study so lets see how i do. lol.
I am connecting with god lately so much more better honestly its marvelous. Reading the bible more and getting invovled with church too. I love it, but I'm kinda worried about my friends and wondering if they're connecting with god and letting him in, I mean all that have to do is GO. and when we're at church praying or if i need prayer I GO before i was a tad bit shy but i can do i'm so happy for myself.
Work is still the same.. 2 people quit and 1 person was fired.. I really think my boss needs to hire someone new because she is giving me way too much work and i can't work everyday. I hate not being able to have time for myself. I am like one of the few people that can work during the week and I have hw too so she's gonna have to ask someone else for today. AIYA.
Anyways .. i hope i get some comments because i wanna get to know some cool gangsta people on this blog thing. so comment me if you would like to.